My Desease A Thief Of My Dreams
Life has more imaginations than we carry in our dreams. It's full of incredible events and unexpected surprises that change our moods. And sometimes they can even shock us. After that we feel frustrated, tired of living in the world which only yesterday didn't seem to be savage, in the world full of fuss and problems. Once I changed my attitude to everything, I saw the world differently and liked my life. It happened when I became seriously ill and was afraid of bad consequences. The fear of death changed the way I see, taste, hear, smell, or even think. When the severe pain frustrated me, I couldn't sleep some nights. Then I thought a lot about life, about what would happen if I changed the worlds.
Now let me tell you how it happened in detail.
It was a usual shiny day when the city football championship began. We had to play one of the first matches. I was in the high school's football team and I worried a lot because I had never played such an important game when a lot of people watched it. This game meant everything to me because I always was interested in football. That's why I didn't want to play the first period. However I was very angry with myself because some guys didn't play well enough and I thought I would do much better if I were in their place. And at last, the first forty-five minutes finished and I replaced one guy who couldn't play well. It seemed he couldn't do it because he was scared that he would make a serious mistake and worried as well as I did since almost a thousand people watched the game. When the second period of the game started, my heart began to beat fast and I felt something strange deep inside that forced me to make a wrong pass. During those forty-five minutes I ran like a wild animal. However in the end of the game I felt a severe pain in the right side of my stomach. It was the beginning of the trouble, which lasted for about half a year. When I went to hospital, the doctor said that...
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